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「阿修羅」 Ashura

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=59= [Apr. 25th, 2012|11:19 pm]
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[Current Location |Kotori's hospital room]
[mood | sad]

[There's a brief accidental video of Ashura sitting curled up in a chair in a hospital room, looking very sad. It's a little hard to see, but that might possibly be Kotori sleeping in one of those eggs next to where he's sitting.]

[Ashura doesn't notice this, and soon enough there's text:]

Ashura doesn't like the tents. Aren't they going to go back to normal soon? It's almost been two weeks already. They're stupid.

Does anyone know how to get birds to come inside? Ashura's tried opening a window and giving them bird seeds, but they still won't come.
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=58= [Nov. 25th, 2011|06:27 am]
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[Current Location |Bouncing around]
[mood | loved]

[You'd think that, given the recent disappearances of a lot of Very Important People, the now very small MKR/RGV household would be a sad, sad place to live in. Apparently not!]

Hey, everyone! Mother [yes, that mother] wanted Ashura to ask all of Ashura's friends if they want to come have dinner with us the day after tomorrow. She says she wants to meet all the people that have been kind to Ashura. Please come! Ashura wants everyone to meet her. Everyone living with us is gonna be there too, so if you're friends with them you can come as well. Mother said she's making lots and lots of food.

Oh! Maybe afterwards, we can ask Gigei if she'll dance for us. It'll be great, Ashura knows it!
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=57= [Aug. 7th, 2011|12:42 am]
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[Current Location |Hotel room floor]
[mood | distressed]

[While most other people have been restricting themselves to gasps and groans during their transformations, Ashura screams, loudly and at length, before promptly fainting. Thankfully the journal records none of that, and only switches on some ten minutes later, when he's coming to again.]

[Accidental bandwagon video:]

[It shows Ashura, lying on his back on the floor, breathing heavily and staring up at the ceiling, stunned.]

What just--? Did Ashura pass out like that again?

[He shakily sits up, and seems to become aware of that something's not right. After a moment, he slowly brings his now claw-equipped hands in front of his eyes.]

Wh-what...?
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=56= [Jun. 2nd, 2011|12:31 am]
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[Current Location |Room]
[mood | thoughtful]

Private )

There's been a lot of stupid small things happening lately. Ashura hates it when it's people Ashura cares about. At least no one's been forgetting anyone... that one's the worst. [So many of his gfs are just being bitchy in different ways]

Hey... Kujaku? Write to Ashura! [...] Please! [This is longer than he likes his creepy stalker uncle to be a ceiling cat :/]
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=55= [Mar. 20th, 2011|08:40 pm]
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[Current Location |What's left of the hotel room]
[mood | anxious]

What in the world... This... this is like that other time, isn't it?! Did someone kill all those people? But---

We'll have to stay together! That's what we should do, right? If everyone stays together we can protect each other! No one... NO ONE will be killed if we do that!






...Will we have to hunt monsters again for food? [baaad memories]
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=54= [Feb. 11th, 2011|01:04 am]
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[Current Location |Room]
[mood | thoughtful]

Ashura liked it when it looked like it'd be summer again so soon, but... It probably should've been obvious that it wasn't going to last, huh? It'd make no sense to just skip spring like that. That heat would've been hard on people if it'd gone on too long, too. It's a pity Umi and Hikaru and Yuzuriha didn't come back in time for it. It would've been fun to go to the beach with them, too. [Kinda readable]

At least now, everyone will be able to have Valentine chocolates without them melting too quickly!

[HMMM] Hey! Does anyone know if there's a type of chocolate that everyone likes?
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=53= [Dec. 13th, 2010|05:56 pm]
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[Current Location |His bed]
[mood | sad]

[Accidental audio:]

How can it be possible to leave someone... when you've loved them enough to promise to stay with them forever? Ashura thought it was-- [Something that'd last for eternity. Something that could never change.]

[A shaky breath] And if someone you love that much just left you...

[Baawwwww]

[Weakly filtered to [info]sayaka_sensei]

Sayaka-sensei...? Ashura needs to talk to you.
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=52= [Oct. 4th, 2010|02:13 am]
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[Current Location |Room couch]
[mood | thoughtful]

Cut for art! (which, by the way, is visible over the journals) )

[Then, written:] If someone disappears from here right after their most precious person has left, it must mean that that person wants to be with their loved one so much that even this world can't keep them here, right? Or maybe whoever controls everything doesn't want that person to be lonely. Well, Ashura-ou and Yasha disappared at the same time, and now Yuzuriha and Kusanagi... Ashura wishes Ashura could've talked to Ashura-ou more. When they go back, they'll still be [):] [l-let's not think about that for now]

Ashura promised to ask this, but then that stupid, horrible thing happened. So Ashura's asking now, alright? The people that're travelling worlds - have you ever visited Sayaka-sensei's and Kobato's world? There's no magic, and Sayaka-sensei runs a nursery school there. Write to Ashura if you've been there!
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=51= [Jul. 28th, 2010|05:26 am]
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[Current Location |Outside]
[mood | trying!]

[completely forgets to filter this:]

Again... It just won't let us stay here together. Yasha, Ashura can't---!

[there's a teardrop on the page]

...No. Ashura can't think like that. He's come back every other time, like he promised. Have faith in him. We'll... we'll be together always, here or in Tenkai. Right now, all Ashura can do is believe in Yasha. And... keep the promises Ashura's made.

It will be okay.
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=50= [Jun. 24th, 2010|06:52 pm]
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[Current Location |Back in the WC]
[mood | :O]

[Accidental audio:]

[Ashura's voice can be heard clearly, and the cheery voices of the WC girls answering his questions... well, as well as the WC girls can answer questions]

Really? Ashura left? But...

Well, alright, but listen! It has to work like all the other times - Ashura needs to help Shara make dinner. Yeah! So it will be like that?

[There's some chattering from the girls, and eventually Ashura seems to decide that he won't get much more worth listening to out of them, because next there are sounds of small feet running a short distance, and then Ashura's voice again:]

Hey, look! It's still summer out there! Then, it's not been a long time, right? Ashura needs to make sure Umi and Hikaru and F---

[...]

[DDDDDDDDDDDDDD:]

[Hastily written:] Gigei... GIGEI! Ashura's back! Ashura's back now! [I'm sorryyyy ;;o;;]
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=49= [Jun. 1st, 2010|03:15 am]
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[Current Location |Outside the hotel]
[mood | crushed]
[music |Used To - Chris Daughtry]

[Accidental Video:]

[Ashura can faintly be seen kneeling on the ground right outside the hotel, clutching the fabric of his shirt but facing away from the journal.]

You can't... We were all going to stay here. We'd be together forever, a-and we'd be---

[s-sobs]

Stop it. Stop it, stop it, stop it!! [his flames flare up around him for a moment, but naturally disappear after just a second] We're all going to stay!

[baaaawwwww]

[[Daddy is gone, and bebbie's hopes and dreams of getting to happily ignore his fate forever are crushed. Come comfort him? Again.]]
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=48= [May. 16th, 2010|02:45 am]
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[Current Location |Room sofa]
[mood | blessed]
[music |Stay with me - Danity Kane]

Even if a person has been sad in the past, as long as they can be happy now, none of what happened before should matter. And as long as they're happy, any bad things that happen in the present don't matter either. Not as long as they're happy... and wanted. Right?

...Yeah. It has to be like that.
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=47= [Apr. 2nd, 2010|11:19 pm]
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[Current Location |Watching the stars]
[mood | indescribable]
[music |Who will love this child - Dennis DeYoung]

[Private; hackable]
He finally came. Ashura knew he would; knew it! Now we can all stay together again. Ashura doesn't care what happens, as long as we can do that.

And Gigei. Ashura never even thought that she could come. That Ashura could see her again. It's...

[switches to accidental audio:]

Please... let us stay here. Don't take any of them away again.

[[There's a little kid curled up on a bench not too far away from the hotel entrance, but far enough to allow for some private thinking time. Feel free to run into him.]]
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=46= [Mar. 19th, 2010|11:29 pm]
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[Current Location |The park]
[mood | productive]

[Accidental audio:]

Like this? But Ashura always holds the sword the oth... Okay, Ashura'll try it like that.

[swishing sounds]

It feels weird! ...No, it's not just because Ashura's used to holding it differently. Or is it?

Well... you're sure it'll be more powerful like this? Because from now on Ashura really, really needs to become stronger while here.
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=45= [Mar. 10th, 2010|05:46 pm]
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[Current Location |Hotel room]
[mood | creative]

[All this recent talk about women not wearing pants and men not wearing skirts has lead to this very important question:]
Hey! If you wear pants, why do you prefer them to dresses and skirts? Ashura knows they're better when it's cold outside, but what about during summer?

Oh, and Fay-sensei, guess what? Ashura's writing a story!
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=44= [Feb. 25th, 2010|09:13 pm]
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[Current Location |Own bed]
[mood | oddly content]
[music |Baby Close Your Eyes - Celine Dion]

Huh... Why was Ashura sleeping here? ["here" being in his own bed :O] Umi, did you go out and then Ashura fell asl--? [no, but that doesn't seem like it, either] Ashura doesn't remember having any drinks or anything. [:/a]

Hmmm... but it feels kind of like those other times. That's it, right? So then everything's okay?

Ashura feels okay, in any case. [last time he woke up not remembering stuff everyone kept asking him how he was feeling, so] [...] Sort of... warm. [feels all cuddled and snuggled =3=♥]

[^__^] Hey, let's do something! Like go sledding or play something else. [open invitation!] It's really nice outside today!
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=43= [Feb. 21st, 2010|03:17 pm]
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[Current Location |Idk running around]
[mood | determined]
[music |Tu vas me quitter - Helene Segara]

What in the...

Hey! If you people are really the ones bringing everyone here, listen up! First of all, you can't take Yasha or Ryuu-chan or Kotori away again, you hear that? They should be here! Or brot--- [...]

[...]

And... second, write to Ashura. Right now. There's something Ashura needs to ask you, if you're really them! But as long as you don't take them away again, it doesn't matter as much.
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=42= [Feb. 7th, 2010|04:56 am]
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[Current Location |Fay-sensei and Kurogane-sensei's room]
[mood | restless]
[music |If We Hold On Together - Dianna Ross]

Umi, Fuu, Kotori... Yasha. Come back already. You're not really leaving Ashura behind, are you? Please

Hurry, okay? Ashura's waiting.

[Okay, now that I've informed you of my wishes that you are to obey...]

We should do something. Something fun, to cheer people up - maybe all the kids in school could have one big sleepover together? In one of the classrooms. That'd be possible, right? We could all practise for the play together in the evening. Or we could have a big feast with lots of food.

Oh, yeah! Fay, Ashura's free to spend the night with you now. Even tonight!
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=41= [Jan. 16th, 2010|09:30 pm]
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[Current Location |Umi's bed ---> Umi!]
[mood | anxious]
[music |Never, never leave me - Mary Wells]

Umi! If you're out there somewhere, answer! If you're hurt or in trouble or... or...

[deep breaths, deep breaths]

She's just gone home... right? T-that's why Ashura can't sense her. No one could've hurt her - she was sleeping next to Ashura just now!

Just because they're missing doesn't mean they died. Lots of people have been going home lately all of a sudden! Yuzuriha, Kobato... It's stopped now! No one's dying any longer!

Umi, please...
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=40= [Jan. 1st, 2010|09:37 pm]
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[Current Location |Umi's bed]
[mood | touched]
[music |Oh how the years go by - Amy Grant]

[Private; hackable]
Yasha hasn't broken his promise... he hasn't. He's still with Ashura in Tenkai, and... we'll be together again soon. He'll come for Ashura! He WILL. So Yasha - Ashura'll wait for you. Don't be sad if it takes time until you're here. It's okay! Ashura got your sweater back. It doesn't smell like Yasha anymore though, but that doesn't matter.
[/Private]

Christmas is the best holiday Ashura knows, with all the food and being together... If there's nothing like that in Tenkai, Ashura wants to celebrate it at least one more time here. But then, Yasha needs to be here.

[He pauses to look up from the bed he's lying on at his rapidly growing collection of stuffed animals, and reaches to pet one of the bears. They're fluffy and feel a little like they're covered in real fur. Then his gaze lands on this.]















...Karura-ou? Ashura needs to ask you something.
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